A junk filled day~

Actually it's a junk FOOD filled day. Wake up too early for Saturday, after tired from a cycle of waking up and sleeping back again, I kicked myself to get out from bed and it went like this,

• 9:30am : drink water and took a bath
• 1030am : eat potato chips while browsing through facebook
• 11am : put up loud music while doing the laundry and dancing around the house ( yeah, my excise regime)
• 1130am: watch video taken during my holidays, especially those with him as the star :) and continue eating my chips (not finished during the 1st round)
• 1230pm : browsing facebook again, but now while eating the chocolate cake made by my housemate hehehe
• 1:30pm : hang my laundry to dry.
• 2pm : nap (yeah, I still love to nap)
• 3pm : I'm hungry~ went to the kitchen and made myself fried chicken wings heheheh
• 4pm : playing "chicken invaders"..funny and ridiculous game..always reminding me of KFC..hmmm~
• 6pm : facebook-ing, again
• 7pm : hungry again, but now i took another slice of the chocolate cake but i put some vanilla ice cream on it, heaven~~
• now : blogging while savoring milk with oreo floating in it

ok, maybe it is not so junk filled after all, but the day isn't finished yet, and there are still some chips left.. hmm I'm going to get them now~ hahahaha!!

Take care everyone~ want some chips?

song for junk food lovers

Junk Food Junkie

just something sweet~

This happened some time back...

Him : Please take care there, you are sick and alone.
Me: It's ok, don't worry too much, it has been many times that I was alone when I was sick.
Him : I know, but that time, we were not together yet.
Me : ^___^ ( I think my temperature just raise another degree)

I miss you~

Songs in my head
Incubus - I miss you

Anxiousanxiousanxious

Anxiousness is quickly drowning me..the future seems to be uncertain..if things were easier then I'll know what to do..now, my mind is telling something but my heart is telling another..please heart and mind..will u guys cooperate now? I know that you guys done it before but please..don't argue too much..if i can, i really want to follow my heart but mind also have a very logic explanation..wish that dear one of mine is here with me now to help me cope with this feelings..
I really hope that this anxiousness will replace by relief rather than new anxious feeling and doing something that will haunt me for the rest of my life..
Lord, have mercy on me. Amen.

Music in my head:
Jojo - Find a way

To mama and papa with love~

Today i learned a very valuable lesson.. our parents are the best person for us to become best friends with..today i've learned (again) tht i can always ask for advices and get opinion that only people who have the same experiences or gone through the same stage in life can give.. and further more..you can always trust that they are telling the truth because they'll tell you directly if you are the one at fault and not to sugar-coated everything they said..it hurts when you feel that they sometimes take on other people side when you are complaining about your problems with the others..but they just want you to learn how to put yourself in other people shoes and look things at a different prospectives.. but it feel even better when they take on our side and start 'gossiping' with us..yes..i do have those time with mama and papa. We had a lot of laughs and it lifted up my spirit so much..all this sharing with my parents and siblings always brings us closer..

Well, it is by GOD's grace, that I've been blessed to be born into a loving and close-knit family (and a bit gila2 hehehe)..it is unfortunate for those who born to parents who don't realised that the primary needs of their children are love and care.. and to make matter even worse, these children who are not properly love and care for turned into an individual who do not know how to love and may even have hatred in their heart..please people, this world has enough hatred..lets start to show more love and treat others as you want them to treat you..

I hope that someday, when i have family of my own, we can be as close and loving as my family is now.. hmm need to ask and learn from my parents about this..hehehe..

okla~ need to go to sleep..have to wake up early tomorrow..wish me luck hehehe~ GOD bless all~~

Music that are accompanying me:

1. Love me tender - Elvis Presley

2. Song for Mama - Boyz to Men  (this song is also for papa ^^)

3. You'll be in my heart - Phil Collins

August started...

July has been one hell of a month.. going through a rollercoaster ride..thankfully, I'm very fond of rollercoaster hehehe..Like any rollercoaster ride experiences, you will either love it or hate it..well I~~ learned from it :) and I don't really mind to ride it again, as long as i know that it is going to be alright in the end and mostly that the person who go along the ride with me become stronger and we become more closer because of the experiences that we've shared and gone through.. Anticipation when riding up on a very steep upward track, sliding fast on an even steeper downward track, and the trilling finale~ but when we step down from the cart, we still holding hands and laughing :) ok~ can see clearly that I'm missing the person soo much now~ Hope he is doing fine and am thinking of me :P aisehhh~~ ok la.. ain't fun luvi-luvi all by myself~
take care all..GOD bless..

Fill my ears with :
1. When will I see you again - Three Degrees
2. Rollercoster love - Jisun