hi blog.. long time no see.. probably because I forgot my id and password.. well that is just half the truth. the truth is i have been through so many things since i last blogged. Those things kept me busy and most of all those are something that i want to keep to myself. guess i am still the secretive person as before. i am not the kind to go all whining in the net. but for the sake of the blog that i have made i don't want to waste it. So i can't say when is the next time that i will blog, but this still show that i am still alive.